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Strengthen

2011-04-03T14:45:00.006+08:00

Since when I started to become a emo person??
hmmmm
I have been long long time ago didn't update my blog because I don't really want to share with my sadness here since I used to write down when I'm sad..

BUT!!
Still I feel quite pissed off here...
and sad too

A long distance relationship is really really freaking hard to hold on..
Can't meet my love one everyday
Can't talk with him
Can't chat with him
Since he is very far away from me

I have getting stress and suffer due to the long distance
I feel guilty and stingy..

Instead, there are numbers of friends who really care about me..
They comfort me with their love and care
And even God do always shows his loves to me...
Thanks God~

I need to be strong !!
I need more strengthen!!
And I need you LORD!!

2011

2011-01-08T17:11:00.005+08:00

Awww~~~
I have been so long didn't update my blog...
I'm just such a lazy girl..~ hahaha..
Anyway,have nothing much to say...
Hmm, I join a mission for 2 months in the church which name ' duan xuan'..
It is just nice and meaningful..
I learn a lot and make a lot of new friends too~^_^
However, I'm lazy to upload the photos here..
so if you are really interesting, do view my facebook~~
So tata to my peeps...=))

Prom night

2010-12-16T22:50:00.005+08:00

Today........
is not really a good day or even can say today is not a really good night...
I will say so because there was some feeling crushed over me..
Don't know whether that is a good sign or a bad one...
Tonight is a prom night...
Unfortunately,it turn my mood after the night...
not because of the programs problem,it is because the people of the reality problems...
Actually I can be high on the night but because of someone self- absorbed
so tonight is not that awesome anymore...
I left the prom very early because no mood to stay back already..
It's hard to explain..
Yet,there is one thing which made me sweet and warm...
Which is my boy did accompany with me on the night..
Glad to have him..=))

~lovely~

the one...=))

off my mood here..
Do always support me,my friends...
=)

-E-

Appeciate....

2010-12-14T16:11:00.004+08:00

Even though I know that my birthday is at tommorow..

And I suppose to be very happy and looking forward..

But after something was happened just now and it was just so complicated..

I can't share it out the feeling because it is a secret deep in my heart...

I cried to my brother asked for his help...

How kind of my brother,he helped me to slove everything...

And my lovely mum and of cause my dad too...

I don't know how they solve it but I do always appreciate what they done for me...

I'm please to have all of them..

Even though we may quarrel,shout to each other....

But I still know that we are family...

I lose myself but they found back me..

I cried,they give me shoulder,a hand, a comfort...

I love them....always...

Anyway,I have been approve by my dad to let me sleep over my friend's house..

This will be the 1st time I gonna sleep over friend's house..

I never thought that I can get the pass from my dad..

I totally get comfort after knowing his answer..

So tonight I gonna spend my time with my love n my lovely friends...

without them,I gonna alone on the day of my birthday..

Thanks God,he always listen to my prayer...

When I grow up and recall back this post,I will know that I had a wonderful yet complicated birthday..

I know it sound stupid but this is my life~~~~~=)

So Smile......^_^ I gonna have a lot of fun tonight!!!!

And here we go my friends...................... =)

-E-

Brunei Trip

2010-12-11T19:35:00.016+08:00

awww~ is Saturday again...

And I just came back from the Brunei.

Guess what,I slept ove at the Empire hotel!!

I only have a word to decribe about the hotel,AWESOME!!!!!

Honestly,I had never seen this kind of big huge hotel before..

Anyway,2 days 1 night stay in the hotel is totally not enough to visit all of it...

So I promise,I will be go for visit the hotel again in one day,and with my love one~heee..

Well,let the photos do the talks..

I will be just upload a few photos only,you can view more photos in my facebook after I finish upload it..~

So,here we go........................

Before we went to the brunei,we went to excapade to have our lunch.
hehehe...^_^

After we arrived the empire hotel,I took photos around...^^

we follow a small car to go everywhere we want because the hotel is too big and is very hard to walk around by our own legs..haha..

cheers everyone~^^

T love the toilet the most...hahaha...It just look perfect!!!

This is my room number =))

This is one of the block of the hotel which also we stay in...

This is the cinema at the hotel..and my bro,sis & I watched the Narnia at the nite..It cause us RM8(brunei money) =)

Huge right!?!?! hahaha..love it so much...

The christmas decoration...It just so pretty~

Look at the view!!! aren't beautiful??~^_^

There have the bowling club too...but which need to pay it if we want to play..so we went to sona which is free one..hahaha...

hehehe...I was just pretend to act like playing it...>_<..nice~

This is the place of the Golf park....it is just so so so BIG!!!

hee~

we did play with the boat too...

although we don't know how to move the boat normally..hahaa..

Here we go...this is inside the cinema..

And honestly,the quality is much much much more n more better than miri cinema...

I'm just absolutely fall in love with the cinema..hahahaa..

okie~ That all i want to upload it here...so hope you will be enjoy with my pictures too...=))

-E-

What a busy day...

2010-12-09T20:32:00.004+08:00

Sometime and somehow....

I strongly feel that busy can cause lonely too..

May be you can't get what I mean..

You need to experience it so that you will know how's the feeling well...

Today is a totally busy day...

Acually not that busy since I spent my whole day at outside but do nothing ..

And feel so lonely when I was busy...

I need a shoulder ...I need a courage...I need a comfort...

These are all I need now...

And I think today is not my day because the account test is not that easy as I expect...sigh...

I feel like everything just crush over me and I don't know what reaction I can make...

So stay cool here...I will fight with my future as long as I can breath...

wish my luck my friends & support me as long as we are always friends...haha..=))

-E-

wonderful saturday

2010-12-06T11:19:00.005+08:00

ow yeah~~~~ Finally I'm back to update my blog...
I always wondering is my blog been read by someone or anyone??
O.o This is not cool....
I used to think to close my blog in one day...
If there is no one support me anymore
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Anyway,gonna share some photos here..
on 4/12, I was like watching drama while I was tired to continue study...
Then my brother came into my room and asked me to out with ah yian..
So 3 of us went out to eat "shao bao" hehe...nice~
After that,that ah yian was too bored so he decided went to Tanjung...

And I did help them and myself to take a few photos(acually I fored them to camwhore together)^^

Ah yian driving ,so my silly brother camwhore together with me..=)

Do you realized that ah yian's leg?? haha..standing like a girl~~

^_^ A nice day to hang out at beach..

aaww~ my hair..blew up..haha
the wind was so strong..

I can't even open my eyes properly because there is too shinny

Vincent & Ah yian~

Ah yian said want to stand behind me because I'm short..lol!

Realized that Ah yian become fatter and fatter..haha^_^

Obviously,they r acting cool~

So I hope that I can be update more and anyway,wish me luck in SPM..=))

Cherish...

2010-11-06T18:47:00.005+08:00

Received a message from one of my friend,

and told me her mum just passed away...

At the first,I thought it was just a silly joke

who knows,that was just an unbelievable bad news...

At the moment,there was something crush over my heart,

I feel very bad n upset...

My brain sent me a message immediately

which means that my heart is pain and feel sad...

I called my friend and comfort her and just want to let her know an important thing

which is every of her friends are always around her and she is not alone...

May be I can't feel the way how you really feel now my friend

But if you really feel lonely or sad,I'm always your good listener

However, everyone must and need to walk through the death..

We never know when we gonna die or someone who always around us will just pass away in quietly...

But I know that God is always beside us,he comfort us,he gives his love to us...

so God,please do comfort my friend and her family

pray hard and peace with family and friends...

Cherish everyone who I love,I know and I care...

Cheer everyone and my friend..~

Love you....

SOON

2010-10-31T19:15:00.005+08:00

Do you hear that?? My heart is beating so fast....

It means that the SPM is just around the corner....

Owh no!!! I am super nervous....

well, I know there are someone who always pray for me..THANKS a lot~

You guys are just so awesome!!

After form 5,I gotta have a long long journey to walk through...

But I always know that GOD is always stay beside me,GOD is running with me,GOD is always accompany me ...

man,it just like I'm growing up so fast!!! 18!!! I'm almost 18 now(since my birth is on december)hee~

wish me luck and all the best to me and tell me that:"EVELYN!! You can DO IT!!!!!" hahaha..^_^

Anyway,yesterday which was saturday..We had a farwell for those form 5 follow friends..(including me)....And I was surprised that I didn't cried..haha...

But I gonna say out loud that youth is always the best!!!

Without youth,I think my youth particular period is gonna been waste..

And I know that I do really grow up now,I'm a big girl now!! haha..

I also know that there are many challenges are waiting for me and I'm gonna fight with them..=)

There are many awesome memories and I gonna appreciate it~ Love ya~^_^

Love

2010-09-08T13:53:00.004+08:00

To love somebody is not just a strong feeling,

it's a decision,a judgement,and a promise...

If love were only a feeling,

there would be no basis for the promise to love each other forever...

距离

2010-09-08T12:52:00.006+08:00

距离是份考卷，测试真正的誓言会不会实现。。。

在爱情面前，距离，什么都不是。。。。

距离，也许是我们必须要面对的问题。。。

但是，真正的问题不在于距离

而是在于我们之间的坦诚，爱。。。

因为我们害怕面对真爱，迷失于自己的选择。。。。

既然已选择一段距离的恋爱，就要对自己负起责任。。。。

因着软弱，我后退，失去了信心。。。

承受不住将要再次失去的爱情。。。。

累了，想找个港口停一停，歇一会。。

哭了，因为崩溃了。。。

你就是如此的重要。。。。

Lonely E....

2010-09-07T13:32:00.004+08:00

Don't know why...
Although today is just a normal day..
It just totally normal enough..
But I feel with sorrow....
It is hard to explain..
I feel lonely....
Lonely E.....
Thought this week will be an awesome & perfect holidays
But I can't feel any....
I getting lost more everyday and I can't tear myself away
From the stars in my eyes with no light
It's just lonely...

Afraid....

2010-09-06T09:32:00.005+08:00

People are afraid of many things nowadays...

But it all seem to be just a simple excuse...

Dark is just an excuse to be afraid of the night...

Hot is just an excuse to be afraid of the sunshine...

Difficult is just an excuse to be afraid of Failing...

Impossible is just an excuse to be afraid of the possible...

And Break up is just an excuse to be afraid to accept LOVE

I miss you but I afraid to find you

I love you but I have no choice to leave you behind

I think we just need to arrange our feeling..

I'm sorry....

Sorry.....

2010-08-24T18:46:00.003+08:00

I'm sorry because I'm not the right person
I'm sorry becuase I can't tell you anything that I wish to share it out
I'm sorry beacuse I'm always the wrong one
I'm sorry because I'm not a good person like you
I'm sorry because I'm not a dare person
I'm sorry because I always think in the negative way
I'm sorry beacause I'm always the fake one
I'm sorry because I just want to let you know about my perfect way only
I'm sorry because I can't share with u about my ugly
I'm sorry because I can't even face myself
I'm sorry because I can't do well

And I'm sorry because I'm not the perfect person for you and I'm sad which I can't share with you about my sadness and I need to pretend to act like nothing..
I am sorry................. ='(

Irritated,excited and upset events

2010-08-21T06:59:00.007+08:00

Awww~!!! I have been quite a little long time didn't update my blog...
hee~

So these few days did happened a lot of irritated,excited and upset events

So let check it out!!!

day 17/8

I went to tuition at the night

and I did bully by a friend

I think he was just playing around

although he is the person who loves to bully people too

But I decided to angry he

hahaha..LOL

So he won't keep on bully me since he knew he was wrong now

hee~(I know I'm bad)^^

But the...I had a bad mood at the night

after finish tuition,I saw a lot of cockroachs

at least got 3,and i don't knew how to across the road to go into my car

So I decided to run quickly and shouted!!

haha...when I get into the car,I had been scold by mum...

She said:" you look bigger than it and u still scare about it"

~LOL~

haha...But I TOTALLY don't like cockroach so much!!

day18/8

After school,I walked out from school to my car..

And the journey is quite long since it need to take around 5 to 10mins walked out from school

On the roadside,I met a friend...

And guess what,I did derided by him

so I hit him while we were playing around too

At the moment,I were so careless...

I fell down at the road side!!!!

UGH!!!

And my leg was bleeding...

*sigh...

the worst was a few girls laugh at me when they were at my back

arhhhh!!

damn embarressed!!

And I did suffering with the pain for 3 days

The wound is on my knee and I know it is just a little but it still feel pain!!

Yiew~~~~hahaha...=)

day20/8

On the night,I joined a choir perform at pujut branch

After church,i went to Limteh with a few friends

And in the car got aorund 10 people!!!

my friend who was driver on thaat night,

he drove so fast!!

And the car almost get accident...pffft

After that,we saw a kancil follow us at the back

and keep on shouted :" polis polis!!!!"

owh dear!!! It gonna had a trouble now..

the Polis stopped us at the roadside and scold us...lol

and gave us a warning still even want to summon us

+_+

But who knows,the polis asked us to follow her back to the polis station

while we follow the car at the back and the car suddenly was gone...

LOL

So we don't even care about it and we went for limteh and around 10pm something we were going back home....

pfffft....It was an adventure night....=)

wow!!!!!!!!!!!!! My borther is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-08-12T16:12:00.004+08:00

My Brother is back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!+_+

and he didn't tell us before!!!!!!!!!!!!! naidi....

I was so surprised that he was standding infront of my door

he knocked the door

"knock knock"

and I open the door and guess what..

I was shocked !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

He was so surprised me!!!!!

hahahahahaha

he plan with dad not to tell us he is coming back!!!! what the!!!!

so cute hoh my dad n bro...LOL!!!!

hahaha

anyway,welcome back my brother!!!! ^_^

so lovely~

^_^

owh no!!

2010-08-10T15:50:00.006+08:00

guess what...I never know I got readers!!!

I just wrote whatever I like...

And the main point is....when I wrote a person in my blog

I never know the person did view my blog!!!! OMG!!!!

hahahahahaha...embarrassed man!!!!!!!!!!!

okie,thanks for appreciated that whatever I gave..

It was so meaningful from you...

erm,and I think I should say sorry too which I wrote you here>_<

deng+_+...I were just a fool...

ugh!!!

So.....as we say....we just know that friends are really important..

May be I'm not so important to anyone,but you guys did always realized me...

so lovely~ hahaha...

THANK YOU ...lol...=X

well,I think today is a good day..

hee~let enjoy our day!^_^

By the way,gonna off now...

~toodles~

Complicated

2010-08-05T15:21:00.012+08:00

I always think that am I really important??
I have no answer

While you didn't give a gift or support a person with money

they will ignore you or never know who you are

BUT

while you kindly spend a little money to bought a small gift

(which is really a small gift yet it is came from true heart)

They also never appriciate it

How sad it is

You broke the heart

and you are not going to fit it up and just leave it behind

I wonder is it this is a true friendship?

I guess.....no

you even said

"I'm not going to eat this butter cake,and I will throw it away or even leave it behind"

I heard from someone who told me

I always hope that it is not the true

can you tell me pls
How sad it was...

However,I done my part

And I'm not going to expect anything else

so done here

sorry for typing moody stuff here+_+

ugh....

so gonna off now,good nitez...

Randomly

2010-07-25T21:36:00.009+08:00

owh ya~ a few pictures gonna upload here..which camdid from these few weeks..hee~..enjoy~=))

Have a picture at english tuition..

& can you see that I'm the only one who wore in blue+_+
SMILE~^_^
My niece~^_^ CUTE right?!!??!
But I was ugly...lol...pffft...

I love her so much!!!
And her eyes is so so so BIG!! hahaha^_^

my friend justine treat me a drink when we were at tuition~=)
thx gal~ hahaha..

~so that all~

toodles=)

Mum's Birthday~

2010-07-17T08:58:00.005+08:00

Alright,it's been quite long I didn't update my blog...yea,tuitions homeworks and study make me a busy bee....

pffft,I was totally tired these few weeks..I didn't have a good rest and need to stay back the afternoon class everyday....+_+okie,not going to mention more about it here....hee~

yea~I did camdid some pics which is my mum birthday on 15/7....@@ see,such a long time I have no blogging here..hee~so nothing to say much,pictures will prove everything ~=)

My dad was playing Birthday song to my Mum although he just learned for 2 weeks i think and remember,He has no basic in piano..pretty cool right~ hahaa..

~The Birthday cake~

guess what,the cake is made by the hotcross bun baker which my sister did search the picture of the birthday cake from website and gave the picture to the baker.Anyway, he was success to make it!!!^_^

Hee~ Dad & Mum

Lovely family...

except my brother,he is in KL now..too bad~=)

Mum~Sis~ & I~hehe^^

Prayer

2010-07-16T19:36:00.003+08:00

Recalled back all those memories
and it stimulate my tear glands
You were there when I needed you most
I'll never walk all alone God give me a wonderful life,family,lovely friends...
I shall appreciate it
And the cross he died and took away my curse
When I always used to get loneliness
He always stay beside me,comfort me as well
I pray hardly
Because I know my prayer has been listen
All the joyful and happiness come from our mighty God
~Praise to the Lord~ =) Praise to our Father-God^_^

Hey

2010-07-16T17:40:00.005+08:00

AWWW
I just realized that I have a few of friends having further study at Adelaide,Aus..
wow~ sound nice~...
well,
hopefully I can be there too^^ haha..
and I thinking that I can do it!!! hee~
As we say,
'IMPOSSIBLE' to 'I'm POSSIBLE'
HAHAHA...
owh yeah~!!!

Concert dinner

2010-07-12T18:19:00.006+08:00

10/7,

the night head to join the concert dinner at school hall...

this was the 1st time i joined

and

it will be the last time too since I'm form 5 now(getting older)=X

hahaha..

Since this was the 1st time joined,and I did not know what I gonna to wear at the night...

I open my cupboard and looked into it ..
"hmm..this shirt is not nice"
"eee...too obvious to look through my body"

"ugh,the colour of this shirt is too dark"

.........and so on............

owh dear..I did choose for around 15 mins...and at last I did choose aT-shirt which look quite normal yet classy ...hahahaha..

So the night,we had a lot of fun there and full of delicious foods

I took lot of foods but I can't even finish it..hahahahXD

yeah,I know I'm always greedy...hehehe

ok,

And our principal did sang on that night..cool~~ hahaa..

But I can't understand what he sang then..

because it is a old song...LOL

However,I did camwhole with some of friends..teehee~

11/7,

After church I went to have my luch at Huang Cheng with my sister and mum..

We did waited for so long for the food @@..

means that we were damn hungry man!!! hahaa

And my sister and I head to Imperial Hotel to attend a piano competition...

and wow!!!

guess what...

Can't believe that had a lot of people were there already though we did arrived quite early too...

Anyway,we did enjoyed the music...

the guitarist are so pro!!!!! owh no,will fall in love with him so easily..hahahaXD

jus kd btw...hee~

and those pianist pretty pro!!!!

And one word to descride them=GENIOUS=

hahaha...

ok,

after the music competition,I went back home aorund 5pm...^_^

these the pics which took for these 2 days~=))

school concert dinner and camwhole with some friends~

~at the Inperial Hotel~

hee~so I need head to tuition now..C ya~

A Normal Day...

2010-07-09T08:03:00.006+08:00

Alrite,I woke up around 7am this morning and I'm here to blog ..you will wonder why I'm here to blog rite?? haha..because I didn't go to school today and as u think am I escape class?? nieh,I was just too lazy to go to school today.=X..oh oh...the main point is acually I was avoid the Sj class today..LOL...so I decided not to go to school ..I'm so sorry..Its like I always avoid something which I can't face it though...

However,a friend is going to further study which he is in aus now..So I always think about did I miss up all of my friends who are oversea and continue their study. we don't even meet out for an age...+_+ And I totally miss them much...and I feel like I'm always the only one who leave behind,still stay in Miri,and between us are just too far for the distance...*sigh..what to do,just can miss them silently and prepare for the SPM..LOL..

okie,talk about my day..I have nothing to do since today is still school day and no one will on9...so I decide to study later..hmm hmm...so gonna off soon~
See ya~^_^

Will you be there - Skillet w/lyrics

2010-07-03T11:17:00.005+08:00

As I fall to sleep

will you comfort me??

When my heart is weak..

Will you rescue me??

Will you be there,As I grow cold?

Will you be there when I'm falling down?

Will you be there?

When I'm in retreat

Can I run to you?

Will my pain release

At your mercy seat?

Will you be there,As I grow cold?

WIll you be there whenI'm falling down?

Will you be there?

My heart grows cold..

Will you be there when I'm falling down

Are you saying soooo

I gotta believe it?

Are you saying yeah?

When your love comes down

I can rest my eyes

Feel your grace and power flood into my life

As my brokenness and your strength collide

When your love comes down,

falling down...

Parent's Day

2010-07-03T09:42:00.006+08:00

REeally don't like to wake up so early on saturday morning..

Because of the Parent's day is holding in school, we must attend it and prepare to scold by parents=.=...

While taking the results by teacher and she tried to speak well about my attitude...means that I'm very good in it okie!!!!

Though my results still not that bad..

And don't know someone thought he/she is very pro,and looked into your results,see who will be more better...

Don't like those people who always look down people...

Do you know what is self-respect??

And do you have any?!

Think about it DUDE!!!

owh ya,I just realised that you guys are just same at all...duh...

I shall not waste my time to talk about a bastard like that..

Anyway,let talk about my mood..lol

there is a silly stuff keep on cross through my brain..

what happen to me??!

I was just totally out of mind...

I have no idea to how to solve even a easy yet complicated question...

okie,today is not my day...

So I should go now...

to relax myself and forget about those things which make me feel bad...

* well,I don't really think I have any readers here..so can I write whatever I want?? hahaha XD

~see ya~

2010-07-01T21:27:00.004+08:00

I wake up in the early morning to go to school because today is the band competition...I need to go for support my school band...
Anyway,those bands from many schools were very cool~ I did saw they practised a lot & did in a good effort...well,the band competition was sucessfully ran through...
And the good job to chung hua band...and YOU ARE THE BEST !!! =)

however,gonna to talk about my feeling, my stuff here...
hmm,well..you and I are very close to each other,and what for like we still have a huge wall between us..I'm speechless by you..And just hope that you can really think about my feeling...can you ever know that how it feel??*sigh....

But still,you are my only one...=)

2010-06-29T15:41:00.003+08:00

I was so sad to have a friend who try to ignore me....

Don't you think it was hurt???

You will never know if you never experience it....

However,you can know obviously that I am quite moody today...

So let's see what else is gonna happen...

Wishing the mood will be turn pretty...=)

~Random~

2010-06-27T18:59:00.007+08:00

I'm back!!!!...I have been a long time didn't update my blog...teehee~

hmm...

1st,school already starts for 2 or 3 weeks ...and means that I'm so busy with my daily life...

goes to tuition everyday,a tons of homeworks,received the test papers and doing the corrections...@@

well,I'm so free to blogging here because I'm trying to relax myself...*exhausted

Damn,I am so stress to face the SPM...I don't even know still what I can do to improve my study...alright,just let it be,everything will be alright I think...Hope I'm not getting lazy from now on..wish to study later...~=))...

However,I admit that I was envy someguys..hehe,but not going to share it here...XD

And still waiting for the day which you are coming back...~well,be patient..and the happiness day will be coming soon^_^

owh yay!!

GOD,guide my path,shine over the path infront of me =p

randomly~^^

感受

2010-05-20T17:07:00.005+08:00

害怕，所以坚持。。

害怕心里的痛，所以把它藏了起来。。

你是否真正的了解我的感受。。。

若真的在乎一个人，你决对会知道她的感受。。

你。。。曾经体会过那样的感受吗。。。

你。。。在乎吗。。。

也许，你不曾感受，因你不曾体会。。。。

也许，他已离开她了，但她却不知道。。

无话可说，因为也许是她抓不住他的心。。

坚持，不流泪，因为想坚强。。。

你了解她了吗。。。

你开始关心他了吗。。。

你是否担心她了。。。

你是否在想着她。。。。

没有答案，因为她在等待着她的答案。。。

现在的你

2010-05-16T20:22:00.004+08:00

曾经的你，是我熟悉的你。。。。
现在的你，是我陌生的你。。。。
渐渐爱上现在的你，因为你任旧就是你。。。。
没有原因，因为爱不需要任何的原因。。。。

温柔，体贴
我感受到了。。。
帅气，开朗
我都看到了。。。。

当你离开时，泪落了下来。。
想你的天空，下起雨来。。。
也许你不曾知道，因为想把它隐藏起来。。。。
失去你，
我无法过得更好。。。
爱你，
因为我知道真爱。。。
照片，是个真实的确据。。。。
我找到了。。。

想好好的看你一眼在我面前，
但你就像一个影子消失不见了。。。。
不知何时能再遇见你，
若能，也许我一定会把握着你。。。

思念

2010-05-09T20:32:00.005+08:00

思念，
但却又摸不着。。。
苦苦的等待着你的归来，
但始终仍然看不见你的影子。。。
好想上前去抱一个，
但却扑了个空。。。

原来那只是我的幻想，
因为很想念，来不及给最后的拥抱
你却已经离开了我的视线。。。。。

爱上你的影子，
因为当你渐渐走远的时候，
我只能看着你的背影离开。。。。

心在流泪，
但说不出任何一句能挽留你的话。
不知现在的你过得好不好
期待你回头一看
但始终还是失望了。。。

对你，
不敢再抱太大的希望
因为不敢再度的爱上你
怕一次又一次的受伤害
没有勇气，因为无法释怀。。。

选择放开，也许是最好的选择；
还你自由，因为我选择了离开。。。
人生有许多的选择
只是在于你自己的决定。。
勇敢面对你自己的选择
要不你会后悔一辈子。。。。

A Normal Day

2010-05-08T18:54:00.005+08:00

TOday sounds like a normal day...
And today is the last day for our school sukan
But I didn't go to the sukan this morning at outdoor stadium..
Because of my lazy..And I choose to go for my piano class and tuition..(sounds like hardworking)haha..
Then I didn't go to youthgroup this afternoon too because i did join Miri Run in this evening..
When I arrived the padang MMC and saw a lot of students were already gather infront of the stage there...I used to get a T-shirt which is in red colour...But 1st I did get a t-shirt in 46 SIZE @@...Then I tried to change to quite small size but those people who were so fierce..They talked in rudely and quite look down people I think...But I don't even care them,tried up in another way to change my t-shirt in small size..
Finally,I did change the t-shirt to 44 size..hahaha(but still super big for me and I had no choice)
So I just wore it because they want us to wear it to look more beautiful for WHOLE BIG GROUP..
Around 4.30pm,we start our journey..
Our 1st stop was around some where the S.J.K chung hua there..I ate 2 ice-creams which someone or any grocery supply us...then the 2nd stop was outside the pakson...We waited for quite long just to take the environmental protection bag...And so on,I ran into the pakson to eat the sushi which they supply us too..NICE!!
Then the 3rd stop was at some where car parks there..We drank Milo which Milo company supply us...After that,we went back to the Pandang...I'm so tiring now..But it was quite good experience for me and this is the 1st time I joined it...=))

Well, indoor stadium is holding a PC fair and I'm going with my family tonight..

written with peace

2010-03-31T20:13:00.003+08:00

宁静得夜晚，没有你的陪伴
只听到一滴一滴的泪水声
眼泪不知不觉地滑落下来
只因为没办法去理解
等待，
需要漫长的时间去体会
因为害怕，所以躲在黑暗的角落偷偷的哭泣
因为无法去面对
所以选择逃避
爱一人，
需要付出最真诚的心
因为爱情是很奥妙的
你无法知道，若你不曾体会
想要放弃，但就是忘不了你的纯真
选择握起你的手，因为我相信
在心里，隐隐约约有了你的存在，你的位置
请告诉我，告诉我
到那里可以去寻找真爱
如果我的存在，只像划过夜空的流星
你会在那一刻把我留下吗
期待一切的你，一直期待你的陪伴。。。。。。

2010-03-24T20:34:00.006+08:00

I feel like my brain is empty
Can't even think of any positive way
I am so sensitive in everything
thought displease a lot of people
Or it really have been happened and I don't even know
Getting worse my feeling
Always sad and cry in the darkness
non-stop thinking
thinking that am I really is a terrible person
moody
speechless
worst
tear drop by
getting pain...
my bad...
I really didn't mean what did I say...
*sigh
feel depressed...='(

2010-03-21T20:11:00.004+08:00

Holidays have been pass....start school at tomorrow
But I had no rest in holidays
Busy nowadays
I did learn a lot in this holidays...
learned to faith in God
pray Him hardly....
And I did join a church choir camp which need to perform too...
It was very fun in it...
I did meet a lot of new friends which are adorable.. =))
They walk though a part of my life which was cherish....
Hope I did not miss up any friends which i want to cherish forever~
^_^
~mood in happiness~

Friends

2010-01-31T07:16:00.004+08:00

feel lonely ....
Not because I don't have friends
But true friend is very difficult to find...
Even though I have a lot of friends..
But we all are not that close before now..
In anywhere I can't feel any passionate..
I'm quite unhappy these days...
well,is it friends is very important?
I guess yes....
Just depend on what kind of friends do you have
May be some of friends will try to employ us...
It feel bad to us...
But I hope in my friend relationship would not become like that..
It is really worst...

However,
SPM is very close to us now..
stress....nervous...weakness...hopeless..
*sigh...
What can I do now...
I feel very tired to carry those stress....
hmmm..

Emo...

2010-01-26T19:12:00.002+08:00

I'm busy nowadays....haix.....
It's really complicated..
suffering....
emo....
anyway,I'm weird....

"Of all goodbyes,the kind that which hurt the most was the one your ears never heard of,yet your heart knew it's already been said."

emo.....

2010-01-04T21:52:00.004+08:00

School reopen...the 1st day to school....
full of pressure....but thx God for giving me a wonderful day....
However,to9 I went to my grand-uncle house..He has pass away dy.....I'm very sad...
To9 some of church ppl and I stand around the coffin of my gran-uncle...And pray for him and sang some church songs for my grand-uncle...He do believe with God..He love God...Amen!!
However,when we sang those songs...I did cried...It was because I heard my uncle which is the elder of a christian monastery-Uncle Choo,he told us that b4 my gang-uncle pass away,they did sang "Jesus Love You" to him in the hospital...After that, my grand-uncle pass away in peace...When he died,his face is within a lovely and peaceful smile...=') such a touching ending...I cried because God has show us his love,his peace,his perfect smile...

Anyway,when all of my cousins having some talks at outside the house...well,Some of my far cousins did done something make me quite unhappy...It was because we are not that close,and may be I saw them were gossip us at the bck there...haix..It is really sad case when i saw with my own eyes...Ain't I think too much,but it really did happened just now...I really hope that all of us won't gossip ppl,especially our cousins...Pls,We all are bro & sis in christ..I hope that we will be a perfect cousins and make it be...Because we all are family!!!!! ...

So,let us pray to God about those sad cases..=))

1.1.2010

2010-01-01T17:03:00.003+08:00

I'm really getting older now...can't believe that I'm 18 years old in this new year..
However,I did joined the church camp with some of new friends who from Krokop church..I'm glad to know about them...=))....All of them are adorable ...hahaha...We enjoyed....We love the camp...We play games together...we slept together......
It was really fun...hope we will join any camp together at next time too~=))..

Good Bye 2009......
Form 5 in this year.....
Feel stressful....
May God Bless me....
All the Best to all of Us!!!!!^_^

Sad cases

2009-12-27T21:02:00.004+08:00

The day had just pass very fast.....
I can't even breath the fresh air properly...
The time,keep going.....never stop or even post awhile...
I'm getting 18 soon....
Gonna face the new life,new class,new teachers,stressful homework and so on.....
I miss everything which I never try to keep it in my heart,in my memories....
Somehow,I'm getting older..
One more year,I gonna face my uni life or even my future..
I'm scared....because I know it will be very complicated.....
And 2 of my buddy -ah pong & grace tan gonna go to KL to continue their study,their new life,their new uni.....I gonna miss them so so so much....And I do really miss all of my friends who are study at oversea ...I miss my friends a lot....='(
I'm so moody now,my buddy-grace is going to KL tomorrow...I start miss her now....
I can't believe that I feel want to cry out...
Our gangz gonna separate for so far distance....

Grace,even we did quarrel with nonsense b4...
Even we did lot of stupid or funny stuffs...
But still we all are buddies!!!!
I will miss you very much here...=')

And ah pong too...
she is going to KL at 9/1 to has a new uni life..
haix....But the good news is they and all of my buddies do already grown !!!! THX GOD!!!=))

However,we all are still Baby Buddies Forever & ever!!!! Friendship Never End~=)) I love you all my buddies~

Tonight we did have farewell for Tze....
We gather and had a dinner....
We talked lot....laugh a lot...smile as sunshine~
I miss the moment~..
It is a wonderful moment...
May be we all did not mention or realized it....
But it did just happened~hahax...
~Memorable~

~Group photo ~

~Memorable~

Happy Bithday To ME!!!!

2009-12-16T10:29:00.003+08:00

My buddies came to my house to celebrate my birthday...I'm so happy..because they did sleep over my house...we had a lot of fun there...I love my buddies so much...the thing that I'm quite sad was my buddy-song en did not join us cz she had an important dinner at the night...hmm...however,thx for everyone who helped me to celebrate my birthday...It's really nice~^_^...

The nxt day night,I have another group of frens who helped me celebrated too...gang dong wor..lolx..hahaha..I received a few presents which I unexspected...Love you guys so much~ I mean love all my frens so much..hahahaha.. last thing,HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!! & THANK YOU~=))

~Johor & Melaka Trip~

2009-12-16T10:22:00.003+08:00

hmm....I went to Johor at 5-12/12 with church bro & sis in christ .....We went to Johor & Melaka for a camping...We have a lot of fun there...=))...And we did shopping and bought a lot..hahahaha...>_<....However,cz of my lazy..I didnt post any pictures here...haha...If want to noe more about it just go to my facebook and have a look..hehe~ ^_^..HAPPY HOLIDAYS~

2009-12-02T14:56:00.005+08:00

This morning around 11.30am I went to watch a movie name Jeniffer's Body...Man!!!! I did get shocked!!!! duh...for me ,the movie was scary..but for others,they think was sexy...lolx...hahahaha...However,in the pakson...I received a msg from my piano teacher..the msg said that the result was out...then I quickly maked a call to teacher..And she told me that I did pass my piano exam & it was merit..wuhoo!!!!

At that moment,I was so so so happy!!! Anf getting high too..lolx..hahaha^^Because I can't believe my ownself...I thought it was impposible to get merit...But God did light up me,I always pray to God,faith with God....And God did listen my prayer..THX GOD!!!!! =))...

However,my parents gonna celebrate it when they are bck...so...today is the happy day!!!yeapi!!!!!^_^

2009-11-30T09:53:00.019+08:00

28/11/09-Saturday

This evening I went to a friend birthday party.. =)) hmm,well..my friend did invited a lot of friends and which a lot of I do not know too..haha..so my friend did very busy at that night..or may be...got a little bit ignore us who sat on the sofa and watching TV whole night..hahaha...lolx!! But we can't blame him,because this was his birthday party,ain't us..so we did respect
him..hahaha..

Then was open present time!!!omg~!! My present was suck..hahaha..And it was funny too....guess what did I gave him?? erhem.......I did gave a box of snack and sweet...muahahaha..when the moment he open the present,everyone laugh out loud..xia soi* hahahaha..And they pretend to say"this is the best present!"..lolx!!!!

However,everyone did enjoyed the party...They were quite high i think..=))

the pictures~

just ignore me...
cz ugly...>_<

=))

~guys~

^_^

29/11/09-Sunday

Today went to Bintulu to attend a wedding dinner...well,the bridegroom is a ah mo name John Maher ...cool~...He is cute and funny...and the bride is pretty too~..And the most important is they are Christian~!! Owesome!!! It was a wonderful thing which I must share it out...

At the night we all did enjoyed...eat eat eat,laugh laugh laugh,play play play....hahaha..And the bridegroom sang in chinese song-爱的真谛 with the bride...=))...How lovely they are~
And the bridegroom did sang a song-三只老虎too...hahaha..CUTE!!!...

So at here,I gonna wish both of the bridegroom n the bride always happiness & May God always Bless and beside with them=))
They love each other so much...They met each other and study together at Australia..
And of cz they do really love God very much so they are happiness now~^_^

The pictures which took at the night~

~JocelyN & EvelyN~

=))

^_^

my cousin-rou rou(singer in KK)

~Bride & Bridegroom~
They were singing the song-爱的真谛

~How sweet they are~^_^

~The bridegroom family~

~Family~

=))

~Happiness family~

♥ PICNIC with bro & sis in christ ♥

2009-11-28T11:34:00.005+08:00

Yesterday I went to Lambir for a half day trip with my church friends and some of teachers...How a wonderful day ...We did enjoyed a lot....picnic ,swimming n playing around... with those lovely kids....holding their hands..hand in hand,walk together through the journey...It was lovely..~

The ray of sunshine is brightening all of us....We played under the gentle of the sun with a peace of smiles......We thanks to God who give us such a lovely day..with a wonderful scenery..

After playing with the water,we played the volleyball which Wei En brought it... Teacher Bernard taught us how to play the game with the volleyball...It was very fun!!!! ^_^..ran around and tried to catch the ball...It just look like playing with basketball...

However,we were hungry after playing...we ate a lot too...It was delicious..^_^...Around 3pm,we were going home..On the way home,all of us were too tired and slept in the car...=))

please do enjoy the pictures~^_^

on the way to Lambir...

=))

~Sharol~EvelyN~Le Le~

all of the committees except song en cz she is not around us,she is traveling..

~bro & sis in christ~

^_^playing

~with a big big smile~peace^_^

=playing game=Teacher Bernard was taught us how to play the game..

wow~ running here & there...=))

tried to catch the ball with vivien..hahax..

wow..run!!!!! hehe..

a little gal name amber with the red in colour t-shirt..
cute rite....^^

omg!! they r too crazy when playing with the water..hahaha..

Vivien!!^_^

~Chong kai~

~Vivien~Chong kai~EvelyN~

WeeEeeE....~

hahaha..le le & Amber were very enjoyed..hahax

swim..swim..swim..

the gal who with blur in colour t-shirt name sharol..
playing with the ball ball..^_^ they r really cute!!!

The things we brought to the Lambir there and get ready to picnic!!!=))

Try to cherish every moment

2009-11-26T22:01:00.006+08:00

I try......I did tried my best....
I did tried my best to cherish the every moment....
But why....
Why you want to lie to me....
You did say you will come....
I'm waiting...
But you just ignore me.....
You did not reply me....
Why you want promise me....
And once again you did hurt me...
I'm always waiting...looking around the area...
But I do not see any figure of yours...
I did tried to forget the promise...
But still it always always stuck in my heart..
I tried to ignore your breath...
Tried to ignore your voice...
Tried to ignore about your everything....
I'm really tired....
Just please....Go!!!!
Go away from me....please don't steal my heart my soul again...
I'm really tired....
Just let me have a breath...
Just leave me alone....
just....leave me alone......
I'm sorry....This is the 1st time I asked you to go away....
And it will be the last time to ask you too...
I feel weak now..unable to think too much..
It really too much.....
I'm sorry....Just please leave me alone....
HEART break into pieces...

Holidays

2009-11-15T13:03:00.007+08:00

wow.....I'm so busy nowadays...hahaha...hm, well.....everything just going fine...exam was finish...holidays is coming soon...n took the poor results back b4 holidays..lolx..n the,took some pictures in few weeks ago which i always lazy to upload it...haha...

so someone is coming back to Miri and enjoy the holidays....I'm not going to mention who is it..=)...then my beloved ex-tuan zhang (xiao ling) is back from New Zeland to Miri...I'm happy to see her again...

However,I gonna start enjoy my holidays and of cz work hard in holidays to prepare next year form 5 SPM too...Just hope that I can study hard!! haha..

okie,show u guys some pics which I have took it quite long time ago~

do enjoy~wu~when performance at chicago music school,
the ah mo was playing with the drum
hahaha..^_^

the last day in the sc tuition

peace=))my sc teacher name tracy

Justine~fanny~teacher tracy~xing hui~ evelyn~zhi yun

my beloved nephew~ I love him so much becz he is really cute
bt he is also very naughty..lolx..hahaha

laugh with his big mouth..lolx

hehehe..eating..my cousins came from china
and came over my house and have a dinner
together

hahahaha^_^

^_^

~fanny~
she is one of the model at the louis hair show

lao dao-jun jie..lolx...cool~hahaha

this hair is really cool~@_@hahax

~这就是爱情~

2009-11-11T12:34:00.003+08:00

爱的感觉，总是在一开始觉得很甜蜜，
总觉得多一个人陪、多一个人帮你分担，
你终於不再孤单了，至少有一个人想著你、恋著你，
不论做什么事情，
只要能一起，就是好的，
但是慢慢的，随著彼此的认识愈深，
你开始发现了对方的缺点，
於是问题一个接著一个发生，
你开始烦、累，甚至想要逃避，
有人说爱情就像在捡石头，
总想捡到一个适合自己的，
但是你又如何知道什么时候能够捡到呢？
*她适合你，那你又适合她吗?
其实，爱情就像磨石子一样，
或许刚捡到的时候，你不是那么的满意，
但是记住人是有弹性的，
很多事情是可以改变的，

*在某个聚餐的场合, 有人提议多吃点虾子对身体好，这
时候有个中年男人忽然说「十年前，当我老婆还是我的女朋友的时候，她说要吃十只
虾，我就剥二十只给她！现在，如果她要我帮她剥虾壳，开玩笑！我连帮她脱衣服都
没兴趣了，还剥虾壳咧！

*听到了吗？明白了吗？
难怪越来越多人只想要谈一辈子的恋爱，却迟迟不肯走入婚姻。
因为，婚姻容易让人变得懒惰。
如果每个人都
懒得讲话、
懒得倾听、
懒得制造惊喜、
懒得温柔体贴，
那么夫妻或是情人之间，
又怎么会不渐行渐远渐无声呢？
所以请记住：
有活力的爱情，
是需要适度殷勤灌溉的，
谈恋爱，更是不可以偷懒的喔！

*有一对情侣，相约下班後去用餐、逛街，可是女孩因为公司会议
而延误了，当她冒著雨赶到的时候已经迟到了30多分钟，他的男朋友很不高兴的说：
你每次都这样，现在我甚么心情也没了，我以後再也不会等你了！刹那间，女孩终於
决堤崩溃了，她心里在想：或许，他们再也没有未来了

*同样的在同一个地点，另一对情侣也面临同样的处境；女孩赶到
的时候也迟到了半个钟头，他的男朋友说：我想你一定忙坏了吧！接著他为女孩拭去
脸上的雨水，并且脱去外套盖在女孩身上，此刻，女孩流泪了, 但是流过她脸颊的泪
却是温馨的。

你体会到了吗？
*其实爱、恨往往只是在我们的一念之间！

爱不仅要懂得宽容更要及时，很多事可能只是在於你心境的转变
罢了！
懂了吗？
当有个人爱上你，而你也觉得他不错。
那并不代表你会选择他。
*我们总说：我要找一个你很爱很爱的人，才会谈恋爱。
但是当对方问你，怎样才算是很爱很爱的?

你可能无法回答他，因为你自己也不知道。

*没错，我们总是以为，我们会找到一个自己很爱很爱的人。
可是後来，当我们猛然回首，我们才会发觉自己曾经多么天真。
假如从来没有开始，你怎么知道自己会不会很爱很爱那个人呢？
其实，很爱很爱的感觉，是要在一起经历了许多事情之後才会发现
的。
或许每个人都希望能够找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侣，
但是你有没有想过在你身边会不会早已经有人默默对你付出很久
了，只是你没发觉而已呢？
所以，还是仔细看看身边的人吧！
他或许已经等你很久喽！

*当你爱一个人的时候，爱到八分绝对刚刚好。
所有的期待和希望都只有七八分；剩下两三分用来爱自己。
如果你还继续爱得更多，很可能会给对方沉重的压力，让彼此喘不
过气来，完全丧失了爱情的乐趣。

*所以请记住，
喝酒不要超过六分醉，
吃饭不要超过七分饱，
爱一个人不要超过八分

*那天朋友问我：到底该怎么做才算是爱一个人呢？
我笑著跟他说：其实每个人的爱情观都不一样，说对了叫开导，但
就怕说错反倒变成误导。那就糟糕了！

*如果你也正在为爱迷惘，或许下面这段话可以给你一些启示：
爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
是倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，
而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

2009-10-25T18:25:00.004+08:00

I appreciate the life which God gave me...
I appreciate that I have anything that I want...
And I do really appreciate that I had a peace,wonderful,touch,memories in my life...

Sometimes I will feel that why I having this kind of stressful life
But it will be happen with this feeling when I'm feel upset....

I just realized that acually the world is that pretty....
The sky is blue....
The sun is bright....
The wind blew by....
It is a wonderful day....

And today is such a wonderful day for me too....
which my teachers,my fellow friends,my parents....
All of them treat me just as like a treasure...=)

I feel like I'm the prices at the moment suddenly...^_^
By the way,Thank you to everyone....
Love the way with peace....
Love the way with smile.....
Love the way with kindness.....
And Love the way that Jesus do really Love ME~

well,May be I'm not that hate piano...
Just because of my mood,my sensitive....
It would be make me become worse....
But I will control myself hard...
To be a sunshine and strong girl....
Thanks for those who support me a lot till the end...
I'm very honor to having you guys be my Lovely friends...
It warm me up....

♥Thank You My Lord ♥

♥ Thank You To My Lovely Friends♥
♥Thank You To My Lovely Family ♥
♥And Thank You to those who really are my true listener ♥

*^_^*

♥ ♥ LovE Is ComplicateD ♥ ♥

2009-10-17T06:46:00.006+08:00

2009-10-08T21:26:00.010+08:00

omg!!!! two weeks didn't have update my blog...hahaha..hmm,seems like I'm really busy huh...

21/9( Monday)
I had a youth group committee training camp at my church..we had a lot of fun there...we learned a lot n enjoyed n appreciated it very much... Thanks for Teacher Bernard who teaching us a lot to how to be a great leader as well..And the next day evening,we went to teacher Bernard's house having BBQ...FUN FUN FUN!!! we watched movie n eat a lot..hahaha...^_^..enjoyed on that day~

yo~...a family...=)

BBQ-ing..hahaha^_^

^_^

Smile~

yummy~hehe..

26/9( Saturday )

today is the day of our committees' assume office ...hmm,is the time to serve God~..We r all ready to serving God ...=))

our youth committees~=))

~my church committees~

^_^

committees of other churchs

all of the committees=))

27/9 ( Sunday )

The evening, I went to eat my dinner with russel , kelvin , huong

and my sis since they just finished watching movie at pakson...after dinner,kelvin said want go to my house for a look..lolx...so after I finished changing clothes, Russel fetched me to the GCM because I need to attend a mini concert which I already promised my best friend to attend it...My dear eve.wong was singing..hehehe...and my singing idol-terrence too...=))....both of them were singing well...well done~ hahax..^^...

eve.wong is singing..hehe..

=))

8/10 (Thursday )

hmm...to9 when my sc tuition having a break,I went to Ice City to enjoy eating the ice with fanny,louis and tan..=))...nice~yum yum~ hahax..^^.. some of my classmates also at there too...then we sang loudly,playing around,laugh here n there n so on...hahahaha..well,I'm sure we were enjoyed it so much!! ^_^...after that,we back to tuition lately...>_<>

~my mango ice~
yummy^_^
~Fanny's d~

2009-10-01T21:11:00.003+08:00

hmm...seems like lot of ppl viewing my blog wor~...even my church teacher also..hehehe..=) even I emo they also knew it..hahax...not bad ya~ so care about me...hahahax...Then I must and hope I won't let them down...~
However,just be yourself....doesn't matter how people look at you...just trust yourself because you can do it...=)) hahax...

no worry...
relax~
no anger...
be peace~
no nervous..
be confident~
& be yourself~

2009-09-28T18:48:00.003+08:00

I'm moody....and I felt hurt....
tear drop by....
heart bleeding....not cause of love,not cause of everything...
but it just cause of my problem...
no measure to solve it....

headache...heart pain...
seems like the knife just insert to my heart...
no one can understand me...
even my parents....
even my family..

I just want to cry...
It always make me feel better...
feel good...
but still it always let me facing the worst..
I can't handle it anymore..

I always try to fly off the handle...
try to let off my feeling...
but still...no one understand me...

I always feel alone...
alone walk through my life...
seems like I grown in a colorless life...

But once again...
I heard GOD voice...
I heard that he is comforting me..
when I feel alone,hopeless,unhappy.....
He just always beside me...
He love me....
Thanks my Lord...

I always need you my Lord...
may all the faith with God...
you are my seek asylum..
you r the light which light up my future...

~Emo~

2009-09-24T20:04:00.005+08:00

Today i miss out one thing which is my class having a BBQ at tanjung this morning...I"m quite regret that I didn't have joined them..
Acually it was because of my dad don't let,want me stay at home...n another reason is the worst guy was going so I better don't go...hmm..well,surely they have a lot of fun there~when I saw their gathering pic...I'm getting touch...the pic let me feel that we r just a big happy playful family~^_^ain't it is a wonderful memories?!?!..='))...well,I always appreciate that I have this group of friends together play around,sharing around & caring each others...we r always family~^_^..
although I'm not joining them..but I still feel happy with them because we r 4A1 FAMILY!! ahahahha..cool~

this is the pic which I really get touch~=))

真正的爱

2009-09-24T07:54:00.005+08:00

珍惜现在拥有的，远远比追求还没有的更重要。。

人的一生中，总会有大段的平淡。。
大段不尽如人意的遭遇。。

是爱，

让我们想到美好，仍然有希望。。

是爱，

而不是时间能够治愈所有的创伤。。

不是因为孤独才相爱，
而是要让相爱的人不感到孤独。。

因为善良，所以可爱。。
因为可爱，所以美丽。。
因为美丽，所以向往。。
因为向往，所以相爱。。。

如果一个人向你表白，无论对方如何
请珍惜他对你的爱，即使只能做普通朋友
或许一个人纯真的表白不会再有第二次。。。

不要等到失去了
才知道可贵
不要等到伤害了
才来祈求原谅
有一些东西
失去了
永远不会再回来

或许，爱就是心甘情愿的付出，甘苦与共的分享。。

不要轻易说我爱你
只要对一个人
说一次就足够了

牵了手
就不要
随便说分手

也许
爱，
不是寻找一个完美的人
而是要学会用完美的眼光
欣赏一个不完美的人

真正的爱

不是彼此凝视，
而是共同逞着同一方向望去

真正的爱

要道谢，也要道歉
要体贴，也要体谅
要认错，也要改错

真正的爱

是接受，不是忍受
是支持，不是支配
是慰问，不是质问

~Life~

2009-09-21T18:06:00.013+08:00

12/9 (Saturday)

Today our youth group's activity was celebrated birthday for those fellow friends whose birthday are at January - September~we had a lot of fun..we played some games and ate cake~^_^ yummy~hahaha.. At night I went to Pakson and celebrated our buddy-YaN's Birthday...=)) we had the dinner at Secret Recipe..after that,I went back home early because dad want me went back home..so I din't take any photos with my buddies..too bad..hahax..

~we were playing games~

*The Birthday cake*

15/9 ( Tuesday)

Today night at SC tuition we were too bored and when we were doing exercise paper,we played around,laugh around,making a lot of noice and took some video which took by Fanny..hahhaa..

16/9 (Wednesday) ~HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BELOVED SONG ENN & CHING YII~^_^

18/9 ( Friday)

To9 I went to Boulevard by my cousin's car...well,acually I'm alone while I'm going there..I went to Boulevard to attend our school Singing Competition..This is the 1st time I attend it..haha..well,guess what,sure is Terrence get the 1st~..hmm..owh ya,do u guys know that he is my idol of singing?? hahaha..surely u guys will get shock while u know it I think..hahaha..

that night my best fren-eve.wong was going too..hahah..I'm quite surprised cz seldom will saw her in shopping complex..hahaha..so we took quite a lot of photos~=))

Terrence Ling(with a confident pose)..lolx..haha take 1#

take 2#

take 3#

Wuhoo~ my beloved Eve.Wong~^^

~Mei hui~Eve.Wong~Me~

Mei Hui & EvE

That eve.wong so bad..U c what is she doing within her hands..lolx..hahaha..

09/09/09~

2009-09-09T13:50:00.006+08:00

Today is a special day for you and me and everyone.. It's because today is 09/09/09...=))...And of cz today is Louis's birthday~ I'm sure he will be very happy at today~^_^...

well,everyone is happy but I'm getting sad..I hate one of a guy which is my classmate too...He is the worst person I never met ~I will always don't like him...He love to bully ppl,thought that was very fun~..So I have been bully by him today at school and i cant stand it anymore.. I getting very very very angry and scold out loudly as I can and......I cried...haix..I'm too kind which I always forgive him after he bully me,n pretend said sorry to me..so from now on,I won't forgive u whatever u did to me....okie,I won't hate u anymore but I won't treat u as my friend anymore too....always make teacher and students angry and always thought u r the always right one...I tell you and warn you!!!! Don't always think about that u r the king or any...YOU are just nothing..don't think you are pro enough..

I'm not gonna to write about YOU more in my blog it is because YOU will spoiled my blog as well....dirty my blog...duh..I'm super unhappy now..from now on,when u talked to me I will always pretend not to heard u...This is always your fault......

hmm...so just hope you will out of my mind ,my way, my view and just hope that u will dissapear infront of me and everyone...sien~=( (worst memories at today morning)

2009-09-06T15:52:00.005+08:00

I dint have go to church today because I have a performance at new Chicago School of Music around 11am...This is the 1st time i went to it...It not quite hard to find the way to the Chicago School I think...Well,I had quite lot of fun at there..enjoy music n relax ownself...^_^..all of them are damn pro~ but i think I'm not good enough...I thought I won't saw any ppl that i knew it at there..But who noes,I saw a lot...@.@...then I'm super nervous too..and playing with quite lot of wrong notes...='(....bt nvm,it dy end..hahaha^^..eat lunch with tan,then i hurt my hand...i touch the hot plate n get hurt..lolx...noob~XD..hahaha...and another finger get hurt,cz playing piano....really geng hoh,playing piano can played until like that...hahaha...wu~ seems like im pro ~hiek hiek hiek..just kd^^...

hmm,then evening I went to pasar malam there with dad..we bought a lot of foods from those malay ppl..yum yum~I ate a lot to9 cz of those foods...fuh*hahaha.. btw,my hand was hurt, so can't washed dishes...yeah!! muahaha...bt i still need to wipe it..lolx..n fold n ironing clothes..deng..suang liao..='(hahaha..lolx..so tmr weekdays again..hmm...gonna face all those homeworks again n again~..=))

~Ling Lee & EvE~( my partner;we both duet when we performed)

2009-09-03T21:23:00.004+08:00

hmm..quite a few days did not have blogging...It cause of I need to do a lot of housework since my maid back to her kampung to celebrate Hari Raya with her family...I'm sure that she miss her children very much...so am I, I miss my brother much too..=))...

However,I supper tiring while doing housework..haha....bt I glad that i can learn hw to cook as well..cool~...^^....and after holidays,I have a lot of tuition need to replace it...deng..@.@..I'm damn regret that I'm so lazy didn't even went to tuition when holidays...then nw need to replace all over it!!!!

and my last exam,some subject got high marks bt some got the lowest marks..hahah..@.@...haix...I'm getting quite worst in study...I'm not comfident in my studies at all...It drive me crazy...haix..bt what can i do...just have to continue study n study....to light up my future...lolx..

and I love to emo everyday...hahaha..don't know y...it just make me feel much better after emo...hahaha..@.@....=))

31/8---Monday

2009-08-31T19:12:00.004+08:00

This afternoon I went to my friend's house to practice the violin n piano which we need to perform at coming Sunday ..And her house is just near by Louis house......When around 2pm,Kelvin came to my house n fetched me because my parents were attending a funeral can't fetched me...Tan and Louis were in the car too...However,this is the 1st time i went to my friend-Ling Lee's house...so We were trying to find her house...and u guess what,we found that her house was SUPPER DUPER TRIPPER BIG!!!!! OWH MAN!!!!!!!!! she is pretty rich!!!!!!!!! I just don't know how to imagine her house...just when u saw it,u will just speechless..lolx!!! well,when the gate was open and I saw a guide there..wow!! rich ppl is always like that lor..hahaha..when I walked over the stair and saw my friend...=))....man!!! when i walked into her house,I just felt liked I'm missing...lolx..hahahah..cz the house is really damn big!!!hahaha...

So after 4pm,Tan came n fetched me then we went hiking with Louis and my sister..After hiking,we went to Marina Bay to relax n c the sunset..hahaha...

I miss the sea..
It nice n pretty...
I miss the wind..
It blowing me...
And I miss my love one...
Which already walk far away from my heart...
I miss everything that I had b4...
Which was the wonderful memories in my heart...
**MISS MY LOVE ONE**

However,I will be stronger...It is because I still have a long journey that need I walk though....

2009-08-30T18:55:00.011+08:00

29/8----Saturday

Today the activity of our youth group was going to Marina Bay...so around 4pm our youth group went to Marina Bay to relax n enjoy the sunset...while we reached there,my buddies keep on took lot of pics...^_^ since we all love to took pics together...hahaha..So we did enjoyed the surrounding n nature....It is a good view to enjoy n relax...Btw, I'm in a little bit bad mood...since this noon someone told me smthing which was hurt me lot...But it was dy pass,I always will be fine n will be more stronger n stronger...=') However,thx for telling me the truth and let me to face it as well... well,my buddies were so care about me too...they keep on make me smile n laugh at Marina Bay...They always are my buddies~^_^

ps: our group of buddies got one is missing in the pics..name Hui LoO~..It was because b4 we went to Marina Bay,we played the seesaw...then we played too high...then ah loo was flying out from the seesaw and her chin was knocked by the seesaw...haiz....At that moment,it was very dangerous...All of us was too playful and get shocked and cause trouble to our own buddy..I'm so so sorry my dear ah loo...well,her chin was bleeding as well and she almost crying...i think she was crying lor....It was quite hurt n pain....ah loo,sayang~ >_<

pong & Eve

Jia's fingers...hahaha

~YaN~LyN~PonG~VieN~

~LyN~PonG~( nice background)..haha

PonG~VieN~LyN Take 1#

Take 2#

=))

♥ Baby BuddieS ♥

~LyN~YaN~VieN~JiA~PonG~TzE~

this is the pic which was long time ago dy..bt that song enn keep on want me to post on my blog..lolx...deng...@.@...well,i gonna post on it since I had been force by her..hahaha..so u r happy nw...lolx..hahahaha..=)

I'm taking the plastic of rubbish...yiew!!...n it edit by song enn..lolx
so thats y she keep on want me to upload it..haha..@.@

30/8----Sunday

This morning at the church after service,I talked to Nick finally....haha...well,he is always handsome but just the pimple on his face was been spoiled..lolx..hahaha...but still...handsome ~hehe^^...hmm...we chi-chat awhile since tmr he need to go bck to KL as well....well,I always appreciate him that he been walked through part of my life~=))....And I'm happied to talk with him because we seldom got the chance to talk with each other since he is so far away at KL...hahaha..owh ya,I also quite appreciate to Louis since he also walked through part of my life too~hahaha...=)....

After church,I went to have my lunch with sis and tan and kelvin..we chi-chat here n there while we were eating....after lunch,we went to pakson n window shopping n ate ice-cream..=)....around 3pm,we just went back home....^_^

七个对不起，让你懂得什么是爱‏

2009-08-29T13:42:00.003+08:00

‏男孩和女孩从小就认识，男孩经常约女孩一起去村外的池塘边捉小虾，每次男孩总是满载而归，女孩却是两手空空，女孩总是失落的含着眼泪，独自一个人回到家，然后闷闷不乐。晚饭前，男孩敲响女孩家的门，女孩一见是男孩，扭头就走，男孩追上前，对女孩说：“对不起，我把你的虾都捉走了，给，我把它们养在小鱼缸里，送给你。”女孩眉头一放，慧心的笑了，就这样反复着他们纯纯的童年，转眼，他们各自成长着。

——纯纯的“对不起” 。

男孩总是喜欢戏弄女孩，经常会把女孩逗到哭，然后又去哄女孩到她笑为止，直到长大后，也是如此。
男孩经常偷偷的把女孩的自行车轮胎的气放到没有，然后躲在远处，看女孩着急的走投无路，等着女孩拨通他的手机，然后破口大骂他的小贼行为。可男孩，依旧那么喜欢这样的女孩。他窃窃的从远处走来，灰溜溜的为女孩推着那辆没了气的自行车，任由女孩在一旁发牢骚，男孩却暗自窃喜，然后委屈的对女孩说：“对不起，我知道错了。”随即，女孩便会柔弱下来，告诉男孩下次不允许那样，男孩点头，于是，那时的他们每天都充满着笑容。

—— “对不起”的快乐。

大学毕业后，男孩和女孩各自有了工作，男孩的工作总是很忙，有时一个月都休息不到一次，而女孩总是抱怨男孩冷落了她，终于，他们有了第一次的吵架。女孩委屈的哭起来，可男孩却很理直气壮的告诉女孩：“这是为了我的工作。”这场冷战持续了很久。终于，女孩还是忍不住，主动和男孩和好了。后来很多次男孩和女孩都因为这样的小事而吵得不可开交，可每次，都是女孩先妥协。
那年，女孩生日，男孩答应女孩要给他过一个浪漫的生日，女孩欣喜不已，她在家精心打扮，等着男孩回来陪她渡过这个美妙的生日，这一等就是凌晨，女孩在睡梦中醒来，脸上挂着泪痕，男孩见到女孩，心疼的为女孩擦去脸庞的泪痕：“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”于是男孩拿出一枚戒指。

—— “对不起”也是一种承诺。

婚后，男孩的事业大有成就，经常有许多应酬，而女孩已经成为一个专职太太了，每天在家为男孩准备热菜热饭，把家里收拾的干干净净，她经常会去菜场买回一些小河虾放在鱼缸里养着，男孩总问他为什么，女孩却总是慧心的一笑。
慢慢的，男孩每次回家，身上总是充满了不同的香水味道，而每次没等女孩问，男孩总是忙着解释说应酬太多。女孩黯然，那时起，女孩不太爱说话了，也不像以前那么开朗了，她总是喜欢成天的呆在家里，抱着枕头看韩剧，然后随着剧情哭泣，夜深时，就会疯狂的大哭。以后的日子里，男孩回来时，身上的香水味只有一种味道了，女孩从来不问，可是男孩依旧说：“对不起，今天又去应酬了。”

—— “对不起”，谎言的开始。

渐渐的，男孩开始不回家，或总是在外出差，男孩的事业越来越好，身边都是奉承的人，他每天都在别人的恭维下自豪的笑着，而女孩，几乎不出门了，她总会去超市买上很多方便面，和一些必要的日用品，然后把自己关在家里，这一呆就是很久。从前，女孩会经常和男孩一起聊聊天，而现在，她孤身一人，身边没有一个可以说话的人，每次打电话问男孩什么时候回家，男孩总是仓促的回答到：“对不起，我太忙了。”女孩，失落的扣上电话，那以后她再也没有问男孩什么时候会回家。

—— “对不起”，只是个敷衍的方式。

女孩学着电视上的样子，开始打扮自己，她觉得男孩不回家，也许是看腻了她，她决定不再颓废，自己的幸福应该靠自己争取，而不是无谓的后退。
那天，女孩心血来潮，按照地址去了男孩工作的地方，那是女孩第一次去，也是唯一的一次。女孩涩涩的按下电梯，来到这个男孩经常说忙的地方，她细细的观察这个公司的每个角落，这里的一切，她都觉得很好看。终于，绕过长长的办公走廊，她来到男孩的办公室，轻轻的推开门……女孩愣住了，眼前看到的不是自己的丈夫，也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的那个贼小子，更不是那个把虾放在小鱼缸里的男孩，而是一个正在和别的女人做爱的男人。那个女人坐在桌子上，******的发出微弱的呻吟声，那个男人，仿佛山林里饿极了的野兽……
许久，男孩才发现了女孩，男孩惊慌失措，忙把衣裤捡起来穿好。可女孩，转身离开了。男孩飞奔出去，追着女孩，那晚，大雨袭击了整个城市。女孩不顾男孩的叫喊，径直往前跑，往回家的方向跑，男孩在女孩后面大喊：“对不起，我还是爱你的，对不起，我真的只爱你。”可女孩，始终没有听见。

—— 这样的“对不起”太伤人。

男孩一直都没有找到女孩，女孩失踪很久了。男孩的世界已经一片黑暗，无心工作，无心花天酒地，他想不到女孩可以去哪里，因为女孩没有朋友，她唯一的朋友就是男孩，男孩终日守着电话机，手机24小时不关机，怕错过了女孩的电话。这一等就是半年多。
快递为男孩送来一个盒子。
男孩打开一看，里面是许多河虾的标本，有的在树叶边休息，有的在水草里躲着，各式各样的河虾标本，旁边放着一封信。

“ 我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些『警告：注意文明用语！』应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”

男孩按照地址找去，他满心希望能够见到女孩，然后让女孩原谅，并且告诉女孩自己不能没有她，可是打开门的却是女孩的父亲，而女孩就站在她父亲的身后——是女孩的遗像。
女孩的父亲告诉男孩，女孩在写完这封信后，跳楼自杀了，血肉一片模糊。

—— 原来“对不起”也可以是种结束。

那一年，男孩疯了。

每个人在自己的生命里头，一定会遇到一个自己真正该珍惜的人。请你好好的珍惜那一个人，不是每一句的对不起，都可以换来每一句的没关系……千万不要辜负了自己心爱的人，那对谁，都不好……

23/8--sunday~

2009-08-28T09:29:00.015+08:00

hmm..this Sunday early morning,my family and I did not went to church...It was because we went to Borneo Rainforest Resort for a half day trip with a group of people,who were some how all related together(tai pu tong xiang hui)its a chinese "sub-race's" society,but most contain old people~

At 1st,im so excited to go for it..so when we arrived,I choosed the 3rd group which was using our legs to walked around the Borneo Rainforest and also the most activity in 3rd group~so I did joined it with my whole family except my bro n grandma..both of them joined the 1st group beacause the 1st group is specially design for old folks who don't have the strength to walk..bt my bro will joined the 1st group because his legs was pained since he falled down carelessly~

so we started our journey....on the way,we took quite a lot of pics...well,acually it wasn't quite fun for me..because it was so tired n quite bored to walked around and see all those flowers,big ants,largest trees,the rooms,weird fishes and moreover...hmm it just seems like jungle tracking...

owh ya,u know which car that we sat on it to travelled us all around the borneo?? hahaha..It was a big trailer!!! wow~^^ pretty cool huh~hahaha..but it move slower~And we cross over the river by a motor boat~^^.... It's cute..lolx..hahaha..btw,we had quite a lot of fun at there since my sis n I keep on laughing with nonsense~hahaha..

we did enjoyed the trip and appreciated it~^^

pls do enjoy the pics below~=))

~Family~

~me~sis~grandma~

26/8----Wednesday

I went to pakson at around 12pm with tan's car and went to fetched Fanny too since we gonna to celebrated her belated birthday~....At pakson,we ate our lunch at MC Donald..we enjoyed much...after that,we went to played bowling ball....And u know wat...our galz(fanny,ann ni,xing hui,mei yii,chen tze & me) forget to paid the bowling ball money n we just played it...so those guys(levin,louis,kelvin & tan) helped us to paid it..deng..@.@..hahaha..so sorry owh...Cz this is the 1st time i played bowling ball so i dont noe when need ot paid the money..lolx...

After finish played bowling ball,we window shopping awhile and decided went to double star to have our dinner...but all those galz dy went home except fanny & me..so we followed the guys to double star..=))...

After finish dinner,I dont noe y...Im moody suddenly...then i decided went to tanjung to relax and cried out..>_<

took by fanny~=))

~fanny & Eve~

=))

27/8----Thursday

to9 i went to Micheal Steamboat to enjoy my dinner with my classmates...all were galz^^..we had a lot fun,eat a lot n playing aorund!!!....we were enjoyed the foods,chi chat a lot,played a lot,shout a lot,laugh a lot,took a lot of photos,act a lot of weird n stupid actions and moreover....we were so enjoyed it and damn crazy!!^_^ hahaha..after 8.30pm,i called tan to come n fetch me while tan is around the corner too i think...when tan just arrvied,everyone thought tan was my BF..lolx..hahahaha..they were so funny!!!...

after that,I don't feel want to so early back home..so I decided went to louis's house n look around..haha...and we called louis out to limteh...wow~we waited him quite a bit long at outside cz he quite "ai mei" hehehe..blek~..after louis was get in tan's car,we went to fetch tan's cousin n went for limteh..we chi chat a while..then going home...on the way bck home,tan playing with his car..shake here n there..make me shouted a lot..@.@...hahaha..around 10pm something I just arrived home~=))

ps: pls do enjoy the pictures below^^

@.@..we were climbing on Maureen's car to take photos..hahaha^^

we sat on the car hahaha..we were so heavy..lolx

Both crazy galz tried to act cool n "fighting"=))hahaha...we were "drunk"...lolx...^^

c....hw messy we were...lolx..hahahabt fun fun^^

we were crazy n drunk....

we tried to act cool but ann ni laugh jor~"zuo bai arh"hahaha..^^

Smile SmilE SMILE^_^HAPPY!!!

ow my gosh!!! we were damn crazy !!! hahaha..@.@

Enjoying with the foods^^

when I'm on the way bck home,I told tan that i never c him cry b4 ..then asked him to cry ...hahaha...who noes,he really cried out..lolx..bt it was just act..lolx..

tan act emo~hehehe..

he tried to cry out..lolx...hahaha..

My fren scold me to have more confident in myself'

2009-08-25T23:25:00.004+08:00

Eve.wong!!!! c....I'm so kind..listen to u..write the post tat u want me to post it ler..hahaha..blek^^..hmm..my B.B.F scold me that i always not confident enough to myself...well,yea...she is correct...i never feel confident to myself...too bad~bt I'm lucky that i have a B.B.F to care about me...she always will guide me,listen to me,sharing our things to each other n moreover....I always appriciated it..^^...thx my dear eve.wong~haha...so that y we r friend until now...I hope our friendship will never end~muakz..^^ hehe...

my dear eve.wong^^

she is pretty rite?? she is pretty,cute,kind,innocent,playful,gamer,good listener....^^ n the most important is......she is always my BEST FRIEND!!!^^...friendship never end~=))

2009-08-25T19:56:00.005+08:00

This morning I went to played badminton with Dickson Sim at 8am since he already asked me for quite a few time..well,this morning i wake up at 7am,went to bath n prepared...but he arrived my house at around 7.30am i think..deng@.@...i din't even prepared finished...but bo bian lorh..i rushed out from the house to his car...n the problem is......I FORGET TO BROUGHT MY BOTTLE!!! hahaha..no idea..because too rushed at that moment..so when i to get on his car,i saw his cousin --sien hao in his car too...deng@.@...quite embarrassed cz a stranger that i don't know..lolx..hhahaha..sorry>_<....hmm..acually I'm not quite so like dickson.It is because he love to bully me and make me xia soi in class or everyway...but....i noe he was just playing around...aduh,but play also need a limit ma..he is too over....everytime make me angry..then i thought he was hate me and keep on bully me...who noes,he still will always called me n asked me out together to hang out or play badminton or watever....apu~I am so comfused...I don't noe whether wanna hate him or friend with him..lolx..hahaha..nvm then...just let it pass..hahaha..hmm...well,at badminton court,fanny was late..=.=ll...cz of rong xing forget where's her house,then late for 1 hour!!!! walao..lolx..hahaha..then we played until 9.30am..n went home..after that,fanny asked me y i dint hv joined them together to have our breakfast..then i told her that im lazy..muahaha..cz I'm not so closed with rong xing them bar...so decided went bck home..who noes,tat kelvin called me when i just arrived home and said want go to my house..of cz no lorh!!!! i told him went out to have breakfast..muahhaha...phew~if not...my room pics will be in kelvin's blog rite nw..hahaha..so went out with levin n kelvin to have our breakfast...

wow!!! it was so fun lorh...cz levin n I keep on bully kelvin..lolx..btw,we kacao a little kid tat who sat at another table..the kid was so cute..hahaa..hmm..then we chi chat around 1 hours more i think..then we went to curtin...muahhahaa...wow~never stepped in it b4...(seems like a "shang ba lao" that never saw it b4 )hahahaha...when arrived curtin,levin was in "emergency"..he asked me to help him took his bag awhile n ran fast to the toilet..muahah..then when i took his bag walked into the curtin..wow,im look like curtin ppl..going to curtin study jor~muahahha...

after that,kelvin n levin brought me to look around their uni...lolx.hahaha..it is really big!!!...bt seems like quite boring too cz may be too quiet?? hahaha..lolx...n n we took a few pics at curtin..lolx...to show u the evidence..after that,levin fetched my bck home..at that moment,tan called levin..muahhaha..I picked up levin's phone n talked with tan..i told him that im fanny...tan was so nervous n high lerh...he speechless jor~he was shy...muahahah..then tan knew was me after levin told him when they meet at noon..hahahahaha...so funny arh that tan,he is so innocent...lolx..>_<..hehe..sorry...blek~

at noon,my mum fetched my sis,bro n I went for checking our teeth since we always check it in every year one time...haha...owh no!!! I'm damn nervous and scared lerh!!! cz last time was too painful n bleeding when after checking..lolx..then when i went inside to c the dentist,i used my hand to cover my mouth n told her that can i dont want check...muahhaha...then my mum said must checked..lolx..hahahT_T...no idea~so i have been check n to have a tooth filled..lolx..hahaha..bt after finish still okie lor,wnt tat pain dy..hahaha..then after finished checking,our family when to eat ice..yum yum~

around 4pm,my bro n I went to pakson to hang out with my bro's frens and together watched movie.name "up"...weee^^...it was so fun with them..n sebastian was joining us too..cz he was my bro's fren since they were same classes in primary..lolx..wow!!!! eng dao arh!!!! muahahaah..n he really is a funny guy!!! lot of joke...we chi chat there in coffee bean..then until around 6pm..then we went bck home...hmm...so may be tmr nite i gonna join them to have dinner too..wuhoo~lolx...hahahaha..

Curtin^^hahaha

kelvin & levin..hehehe^^

~Curtin's Library~

Levin was trying to opened the TV i think...@.@

hehehe..^^ Vin & Eve----Curtin

~Kelvin & Eve~

2009-08-24T22:41:00.005+08:00

show u guys some pics that my beloved evelyn wong created it for me n her bf n her friend..hahahha..^^ it's really cute~....although im not good looking lar..hahaha..bt it is really cute..hehe^^...thx my dear~hahaha..

^^....cute arh~

=))

~幸福的抉择 Ido~

2009-08-24T17:24:00.002+08:00

我坚持的都值得坚持吗
我所相信的就是真的吗
如果我敢追求我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了不要呢
或许吧或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
我们还要努力
属于风的那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的那就汹涌吧
属于我们的爱该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢不要呢
是他吧命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧他原来就在这里啊

信仰

2009-08-24T17:21:00.003+08:00

信仰

为什么要信耶稣？

这一个世界有许多的宗教。到底哪一个是真的。如果我知道在众多的宗教里面有一个一定是真的，我怎么知道这一个是真的呢？谁可以告诉我这一个就是真的呢？况且当你说这一个宗教是真的话，你也就直接的否定了其他宗教不是真的。

在每一个宗教里面都有自己的教主。我们到底是相信教主还是教主所发展出来的宗教呢？其实，这两者必须混为一。因为教主代表了这一个宗教，而这一个宗教也代表了教主。教主固然是这一个宗教的灵魂人物。他是构成了这一个宗教的实质。

然而还有一个问题更重要有关宗教的问题，就是权柄的问题。权柄的问题将教主成立这一个宗教背后的目的显明出来。到底是谁给他权柄成立这一个宗教呢？如果只是出于他自己，那么这一个宗教一定很人为的。他所说的一切不是带着权柄的。

为什么要信耶稣？我们也要这要质问耶稣有关他的权柄。耶稣在世上所作的是从谁领受权柄呢？如果我们能够解答这一个问题，那么我们就可以知道他的源头。

耶稣说：“我与父原为一。”约10:30

耶稣直接告诉我们他的权柄的来源是从父那儿来的。请问耶稣所说的“父”是谁呢？这一位“父”是他肉身的父亲约瑟吗？不是的。因为当耶稣说了这一句话之后，听到他说这话的犹太人就拿起石头要打死他。原来耶稣所说的“父”在原文是上帝神圣的名字。所以，犹太人就认为他只是一个人，现在既然将自己与上帝列为同等。那是亵渎的罪。

耶稣的权柄是从地上来的吗？不是的。因为从来没有一个人像耶稣那样有权柄。他教导带着权柄；他说话带着权柄；他行神迹奇事也带着权柄。这样我们从圣经的记载中知道耶稣的权柄是从天上来的。他的源头是属于天上的。

当我们将耶稣的源头弄清楚了，那么他来到世上不是为着自己。他从天上来到世上乃是因为为了我们这些他所创造的人。他成为人的样子来到世上，乃是为我们钉死在十字架上。他上十字架因为要救赎我们罪人，使我们回到“天父”那里去。

你为什么要信耶稣？因为他是从上帝那里被差遣来到世上，来源清楚且在行事上带着上帝的权柄。我们既然知道他的来源可靠和清楚，那他就是我们所应当信的那一位。他也一定是真神。

基督教与其他宗教有何不同？

每一个宗教都有各自一本经典。这一本经典乃是构成它成为宗教其中一个条件。宗教对各自的经典的评价往往是非常高的。如果我们要知道宗教之间别不同，就应当从其宗教的经典下手。

这样，基督教有属于她的经典。基督教只有一本经典。这一本经典的名字是圣经。圣经的成立用了将近1600年的时间才成的。圣经有40位的作者。他们分别是由君王，牧羊人，渔夫，学者，祭司等不同的社会地位人所写成的。虽然圣经有40位的作者在1600年左右的时间写成，但是他们所写出来的并没有前后矛盾。这是奇迹。我们可以这样的总结，圣经的真正作者只有一个，他就是上帝的圣灵。

现在我们进入一个很重要的课题，就是基督教这一本经典不是从地上任凭着自己的意思而写出来的经书。基督教的圣经是“天启”的。这里就将基督教与其他世上的宗教作了分水岭。

什么是“天启”？“天启”乃是一切记载在圣经中的每一句话都是从上帝那里来的。圣经不是人话，也不是神话。圣经自己证明它是神口中呼出来的气。这样，从神呼出来的气才能够使人有得救的真正知识。圣经就是“神的话”。

基督教严格说来不是宗教。她是已经超越了宗教的层次。宗教都是在强调人要靠自己的善行来得到解脱。只是基督教却是否定了这一个说法。基督教乃是强调拯救。人不能靠着自己的善行得到解脱。这样，为什么耶稣基督要从天上来到世上为我们死在十字架上。他的死就能救赎我们的罪恶。因为他是无罪的，惟有无罪的才能拯救那有罪的。

怎样证明这世界有一位真神？

如果这世界有一位真神，这一位真神一定是活的。如果他是活的神，我们没有理由不知道他作为。这正如我们怎么知道一个人是真的，乃是靠着他的动作。有没有真神不是我们可以知道的。我们的问题乃是怎么样知道这一位是真神。

2009-08-23T23:03:00.004+08:00

hmm...nth much to say....just to9 had something happened....it had been made me so emo n embarressed..well...friend is always complicated.....Ain't that easy to make friend with each others...and i ,did the most worst decision at to9....I supposed not to say it out,but i did...I thought i still got the chance....and I'm dissapointed when knowing the ans..acually i dy got expect about the effect..bt i still want to try....bt it just seems like everything getting worst and emty ..haiz...no wonder i always feels tat someone was cooler to me...i have been tried my very best to be the best...bt i failed...

btw,knew the ans dy..what should i still can do??..just let it go...become to a normal life...so give an advice to ownself..eve,u r always the strong gal...be brave,no coward....face it !!! u got ur own way...no afraid..god will light up your way...just be brave n always faith to god....eve,u r such an innocent gal but u will always be okie~

miss all the pass....bt it all will be the memories...i will lock it up,n lock into my brain n my heart..never forget.."I don't hate you,but I also don't love u anymore"~ it's just a simple words..but i do really mean it...I will look forward,never turn around or turn to the back again...I appriciated all the things that i had b4...just thx to u all of you walked into a part of my life~it really meaningful...=))

2009-08-21T23:20:00.006+08:00

fanny & me take 1#

take 2#

hmm..these was a few of pics that with fanny when we were at tuition this thursday ~^_^
my hair seems like got been dye in red in colour ler~ hahaha=))

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GORDON N LEVIN!!^_^

2009-08-21T21:50:00.007+08:00

wow~ finally finish sch exam!!!! @.@....haha...hmm..after sch..dad fetched us to have our lunch at boulevard restaurant~dad said was celebrated our sch holidays,finish exam n bro bck home...hahahha.@.@...so funny hoh my dad..lolx..hmm....after lunch went bck to home..and preapared for this evening going out to celebrated another fren's birthday and waiting for eyvonne came to my house~

hmm,around 4.30pm..we were going out n fetched ce zheng together went to parkson..at parkson,we were finding our frens who gonna attended the birthday party..On the way,i saw tan them..lolx...we all were pretend like don't know each others..may be..hahaha..okie,after that i met all my sch classmates n friends,and went to pizza hut to celebrate my classmate--Gordon"s birthday^^ wow~ we paid rm15 each..but it was fun today^^...take some of pics with friends^^

after 7pm,i went to mei xing n celebrated levin's birthday too although dy pass since was at yesterday...hmm...well,when arrived mei xing,i saw a lot of riam students n sm of chung hua friends too..they were celebrated their friend birthday too..^^...wow..so to9 at mei xing were so noisy n fun^^..hmm,bt i got emo awhile when i saw smthing in the toilet~ hmm,nvm then..dont feel want to mention so much about it..lolx..=))..then after dinner,we went bck to parkson n tried to catch up the movie..but von said she need bck home at 8pm since her parents want her bck early...bt then no one can fetched her bck,then we decided,n the conclusion was she gonna sleep over my house so that we can out for more long abit..hahaha...

then we waited at sugerbun there for quite long lor..keep on dicided where we can go later..then we took a lot of pics while we waiting n decided..hahahaz^^then after that,louis them wanna go give me 5 there played pool..then of cz i want to go for a look since i always curious hw was the place look like....hahhaa..hmm..when i just stepped into the room..wow,i smelt the smoke heavily...bt i think was okie for me since i dy predict that it would be like that..hmm..quite cool n saw tan them playing pool..hahahaha..they were good in playing pool i think..not bad~bt my sis n von can't even stand it since they felt scared n worried too while they saw a lot of stranger n smelt with heavy smoke...so 3 of us went to boulevard for a walk...n around 9.30pm asked tan fetched us bck~^^and i asked tan whether can drive in high speed.haha..cz jus for fun^^then tan is always good in driving..not bad wor~hahaha...well,today it was fun n tiring too..hahaha..hmm..may be today will a bit emo n dissapointed to someone..bt it dy pass...(xiao yi xiao,mei she mo da bu liao)haahha^^

enjoy the pics n HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GORDON N LEVIN!!!^_^

took by sis when i'm in phone call~haha..

~LeviN & Me~ take 1#

~LeviN & his gang di--Ce Zheng~

Vin ~me~ take 2#

take 3#

~Me & Louis~....1st time took photos together=) take1#

take 2#

some of
my sch friends----max,me,chris n their friend~haha.. take 1#

take 2#

the birthday guy---Gordon^^

2009-08-15T07:11:00.006+08:00

arh...quite a little little bit long time dint have update my blog..hahhaa..hmm..let strat from yesterday....yesterday morning when I'm preparing to go to school..I took my bottle while I'm on the way walk to the car..then i realized that the belt of the bottle was break off...@.@...At that moment I'm quite hurried to go to school,then i turned around n asked my mum angrily that y the belt of the bottle will break off...then I heard a tiny voice from my kakak....she seems liked quite scared n nervous when I'm asking my mum for the reason..then do u know what did she said....SHE SAID WAS ME BREAK IT OFF... WHEN SHE WASHED MY BOTTLE,SHE SAW THE BELT OF THE BOTTLE ALREADY BREAK OFF!!! WAKAO!!!!!
IF I KNEW THE BELT OF THE BOTTLE ALREADY BREAK OFF,HOW COME I STILL CAN HOLD IT WHEN I PUT IT IN THE BASIN!!!! DUH!!!!!!....she told my mum was me!!!! suck man!!!! I unexpectedly that she lie to me n my mum!!! n i kena been scold by my mum...wow!!! this time I'm really more angry!!! but I'm not good in speaking bm so I just supercilious look to kakak n walk out from house...duh...in the car,i complained to my dad...then my dad told me that she is just a servant,din't have study any...so do forgive her what did she done any wrong...LOLX... hmm hmm..then after school n back home,dad just realized that he forgot to bring out the key...so my sis,dad n I at outside waiting my mum back...at that time,it was raining!! N rain heavily.. wuhoo~ we were so happy ...n n i decided to played under the rain..lolz..then take off my uniform n with a slipper and keep on push my sis out of under the roof...then suddenly my dad pretand walked towards me n push my out to the rain..lolx!!!! gee....!!!!hahahaha..my dad played with us..then my dad really too high..asked my doggy jumped into the car...wow!!! N my doggy jumped up to the cushion with it dirty legs...APU!!!! ...n my dad just keep on laugh ...lolx...yiew,n my doggy sat on the cushion too..lolz..@.@....then i faster asked my dog came down from the car...if not,we were been scold by mum if let her saw it..hahaha..then after that my kakak came out from her room,when she talked to me,I don't want looked to her..lolz...cz I'm still angry her about the morning she put the blame on me..lolx...sien...btw, my mum was back n took the key to open the door n go inside to the house..At evening,while im drinking water..i saw the new yellow belt of the bottle..lolz..yiew!!! yellow!!! not nice in looking!!!! duh...bt dint hv any measure that i can do....so i just use it with the ugly yellow belt of bottle...lolx..hahaha..

ugly rite..with yellow colour....lolx..

the yellow belt of the bottle...#

hmm...n today I'm not going to celebrate levin's birthday at nite...cz i need to study to prepare the next week exam..haiz..sad qin qin...lolx..hahahaha..so have fun to kelvin them n enjoy to9...=))....

2009-08-12T13:59:00.001+08:00

" Happiness keeps you Sweet,
Trials keep you strong,
Sorrow keeps you human,
Failure keeps you humble and
Success keeps you glowing,
But only faith and attitude keeps you going.
Have a nice day!"=)

A worst day

2009-08-10T21:06:00.003+08:00

I'm totally sad!!!...well,i think this is the way that I can do it n I must do it!!!...I'm hurting somebody..I know I'm damn bad!!!!...Acually i never treat a guy like that b4...I always just act like i'm the most strong...without anyone,I'm still strong..bt yet i just realize that ...I"M WRONG!!!! AND TOTALLY WRONG ENOUGH!!!!!!... I"M choosing the wrong way to being with u...cz i noe im gonna hurting u...im sorry...i noe a word of sorry is just nth..bt,it's really come though of my heart...I noe wat did i done n im worst...pls forgive me what did i done to u..and im shocked n stressed when i noe that the 1st time i treat a guy on this way...cherrish the way u treat me..it was becz tis is the 1st time i felt like been protected...thx~ SORRY N THANK YOU~ no much thing to say...just ....i still got my on way to go for it..END of THIS MEMORY!~

2009-08-09T14:31:00.007+08:00

wow...2 days didn't upload anything...too busy~...hmm...when at friday,i went out with my church friend at 1pm..we went out cz of we need to bought the foods of bbq for this Saturday night...we went out for whole noon...n i'm just looked like ahsam...lolz...carried a lot of things..muhahaha..lolz..hmmm...then around 5pm.we don't noe where did we still need to go..so we went to fetch a friend n go for dinner....and after dinner we went to pakson awhile..kelvin told me that they were in pakson bt i din't have saw them...hahhaa...then after awhile,we went to church choir dy...

mei ru~engnee~eve

mei ru~eve~engnee^^

okie, now go for Saturday..hmm..at Saturday morning,after finish piano & violin class n bible class n my lunch,i went to pakson with my sis n bunch of friends ...we go for watched HARRY POTTER!!! finally!!!...lolz..btw,carol~im so sorry that i forget to inform u..cz i just decided it at the last minutes...hmm...after watched movie,i went to my church to prepare the bbq for the night..^^...i enjoyed the night,n i had invited some friends to join us...well,i hope they will enjoy n love to join us as well~=))...

Sunday~
today after church i went to have my lunch with my family n go for youth choir ~ HM..after youth choir,i went to eat ice with my some of gangs n ah lung...hhahaa..cool~lolz...we had a lot of fun there~=))n when ah lung fetched us back,we took a lot of pics in his car with sun glasses...loll

hehehe~ whee^^

jack lung shy shy~ lolz.....take 1#

take 2#

vivien~ song en~

wow~

2009-08-06T17:36:00.011+08:00

finally finished updated my blog...tried to put songs and pictures...damn tired...lolz~ btw,yesterday the lakia sent his own pic to me..@.@...suck man!!!! damn ugly..lolz..geee...hahaha..when i saw the pic,i straight away deleted it...hmm hmm...nth happened much today..=))...

to9 at tuition, i done my homework early...then i felt bored and asked fanny took photos with me..lolz..hahaha...(acually pretend took photos with fanny,cz tan n kelvin wanna c her)...>_<

~Fanny & Eve~

=))

we took the pic when we were bored=))

arh!!!!

2009-08-04T21:24:00.004+08:00

to9 when I'm at tuition..suddenly got a call.....but i never saw the number b4...then i thought it was my friend called me...who noes when i just picked the phone call,a gila lakia keep on sang n talked a lot of lakia words....duh..=.=lll....DAMN IT!!!! I'm was get shocked and scared..i hurry passed by my hand phone to my tuition friends...they keep on scolded him...even rude words also came out from their mouth..lolz...btw,the person really so scary n weird...sob sob...
and after tuition i just went home,got another call again....im damn nervous n worry...bt still,i picked up the phone call... no one spoke n quite noisy...and i thought was the gila lakia using another hp number called me...then after awhile, a msg in....who noes,that was my friend called me with her another hp num..lolz...gee....my friend told me don't picked up the phone call while u don't know the number...but if i din't have picked it out....it may be will be my friend called me..bt if i picked it up..it may should be a stranger....@.@...HAIZ....getting a little moody~='(

2009-08-02T18:37:00.009+08:00

hmm...today after lunch i went to play badminton with sis n our friends around 2pm...wow~when i played with my sis,we keep on laugh..By the way,we don't know what we were laughing...lolz..and when almost finish playing badminton,we just realized that levin n russel were gone...and my sis,yvonne and I started to find them..we walked up to the stage n tried to find both of them...who noes,when i just pass by the door,i heard levin's sound..then i tried to open the door...while i'm tried to open the door,the door suddenly open by itself...@.@...then a person with a white long towel..lolz..at that moment, i thought was a ghost...lolz...and i SCREAMED!!! hahahaa...>_<( because I'm scare of ghost) however,i just ran down from the stage n tried to control myself...lolz~ phew~ that all was levin's idea..i think...hahaha...

So after playing badminton,tan fetched my sis to tuition and i followed kelvin them to go for eat..=))while eating,we talked n laughed a lot too..lolz^^...it was really fun when joining them..=))..By the way,they r talkative too..hahahhaa...=))

after eating,i decided to go to kelvin's house..but kelvin keep on rejected me...lolz..then tan and I keep on forcing kelvin...and tan asked me to follow kelvin's car 1st...then i quickly jumped into kelvin's car..lolz hahaha...so kelvin really no idea to both of us...so i followed kelvin back to his house...b4 back to kelvin's house,we fetched louis,huong and russel back to home 1st..hahhaa..wow~ all of their house are really not bad~quite big..lolz...rich people is always like that d lar..hahaha

Then after reached kelivn's house,tan and i faster ran down from car n keep on taking photos here n there..lolz..muhahaha..after that,we quickly went inside to the house...WOW!!! damn rich okie!!!!!!!....hahaha..but his house was quite messy..hahaha..never mind..and i ran up to upstair ..then kelvin tried to block my way,and i pulled kelvin's clothes and asked tan faster ran into his bedroom...WUHOO!!!! DAMN MESSY...muahhahahahaha...I took a lot of pics in his room..lolz^^...when u saw the pics,u will know how messy there was..=))

After that,tan fetched me back to home..I asked tan whether can drive faster because I'm late to home..scared parents will scold..lolz..then tan drive with high speed..WALAO!!!! DAMN SCARY !!!! I keep on screamed here n there because i'm scared ...hahahaha..BUT..IT'S COOL N EXCITED!!! lolz..muahahhaa..^_^ Tan,u r damn cool when u are driving with high speed~hahahahaha...=))

please enjoy the photos~

Tan & I.. we just reached kelvin's house,we took some photos infront of his big door..lolz..hahahaha..
take 1#

take 2#

took the pic while inside kelvin's car..=))

Tan & kelvin..hahaha..both of them are freaking funny~lolz..peace=))

kelvin's house..wow~!!! damn big !!! lolz..hehehe^^

the kitchen...hahaha..

the stair...~.~

wuhoo~me,kelvin & tan..we took the pics inside kelvin's room..muahahhaha
take 1#

take 2#

kelvin's bao bei laptop...hahaz..c his table..so messy..hiek hiek hiek^^

Kelvin's bed!!!!! CUTE!!!!! muahahahahaha..^^

hahaha..damn messy rite..hohoho^^..bt his room is nice~

all the toys r kelvins'..lolz..hahah
take 1#

take 2#

the living room..wow~ big..hahaha
take 1#

take 2#

~可惜你不在~

2009-07-31T13:49:00.001+08:00

戴爱玲
词:陈乐融曲:詹凌驾

这一次我要把长发弄乱
反正天再冷
躲不进你的胸怀
推开了你的手
泪流满腮不怕你嘲弄
不怕你冷漠
此刻只想要耍赖
这一夜最好先说出good bye
戏拖得太久
傻女生也会学乖
喝不下这杯酒
苦涩来得好快
让你去作梦
让你去摸索
让你与我无关
我爱我盼只可惜你不在
我爱上的从来只是幻影
从不存在
我爱我盼只可惜你不在
说好彼此要真心对待
说过的话变成了负债
不能向你讨的爱
我怎能锁在心上
说好彼此要真心对待
已经证明撞上了冰山
不能为你留的爱
我最好忘得痛快

♥ 我们的纪念 ♥

2009-07-31T13:38:00.003+08:00

歌名:我们的纪念

歌手:李雅微

专辑:☆放羊的星星☆原声带

╬☆╬源澈╬☆╬

数不清的泪我又哭了好几回

幻化成蝶停留在这片落叶

被风化的雪埋藏在千年以前

我用尽一生的思念只为等着你出现

回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边

唤不醒原来还跳动的画面

就让我留在轮回的边缘等一道光线

看见某年某月我们之间曾经说过的预言

就让他带走你的那瞬间成为我们的纪念

谁能发现我的世界曾经有过你的脸

数不清的泪我又哭了好几回

幻化成蝶停留在这片落叶

被风化的雪埋藏在千年以前

我用尽一生的思念只为等着你出现

回忆渐渐凋谢落在我身边

唤不醒原来还跳动的画面

就让我留在轮回的边缘等一道光线

看见某年某月我们之间曾经说过的预言

就让他带走你的那瞬间成为我们的纪念

谁能发现我的世界曾经有过你的脸

就让我留在轮回的边缘等一道光线

看见某年某月我们之间曾经有过的预言

就让他带走你的那瞬间成为我们的纪念

谁能发现我的世界曾经有过你的脸

───THE END───

2009-07-31T09:56:00.003+08:00

hmm...didn't update my blog for 2 days...because nothing much to write it...2 days stayed at home just watching to the PPS...omg, im getting bored...btw,finished watching the movie that i want to watch it..nice~=))....so is the time to study...hmm..acually try to decided to go for watch movie at cinema today...but the,parents keep on said is not safe to go to the shopping complex...because of H1N1!!!!!!!! Geeee....Sien!!!!....My HARRY POTTER!!! SOB SOB SOB..='(.....really don't know when is the time that i can go for it...haiz..~so i need and must start study at today...hmm...so wish me Good Luck~ hahaha..^^

MoodY~

2009-07-28T22:23:00.004+08:00

haiz....Do i really suck?? ....
Am i really not good in E......??
lolx....may be i really need to accept it...but just don't like people try to find fault about my negative... i know I'm such a stingy girl...but just this is who I am..haiz.....btw,try to don't be too emo nw..but I just feel want to cry....I feel stressful....I'm not a good person...not pro in study..lazy..stingy...haiz...quite ueseless and hopeless...
sorry to being a bad girl...I'm just not good enough ='(.......

~CherisH~

2009-07-28T18:49:00.004+08:00

Sentiments are like piano which integrating with black clavier and white clavier....
without one of them, the splendid rhythm of music will never be completed...
try to cherish everyone that we are around you!!
However, without you,my life will be dull and lose the precious purpose of life...
I will CHERISH you!!!^^

2009-07-28T17:47:00.006+08:00

Awe!!!!! today around 12pm....a teacher came into my class and told us that we just need to stay at school until 12.40pm. After 12.40pm we can go home already,no need to stay back until 3.10pm ..WUHOO~ you know why..IT WAS BECAUSE IN OUR SCHOOL GOT A PERSON WHO HAVING H1N1!!!!!!!!!!...so teacher said it would spread very fast as well,so our school prefer we go back home early and rest...while after finish listened to the teacher,whole of my classmates jumped up n screamed happily!!! lolz..crazy dy..hahaha..they were so excited!! when i just walked out from the classroom and get shocked!! because whole of the school were so noisy,a lot of ppl were calling back home...@.@...from my block looking down,saw a lot of ppl edi carried their begs n walked out from school and off...wow!!! just 12pm!!! everybody was going home...wakao!!!Our school so geng l..lolz..even our school prefects also going home quickly...hahahaha..so am i too...took my beg n walked out from the classroom since teacher still in the classroom..lolz..hahahaha...so we gonna off 1 week ~holidays time!!! lolz...b4 my classmates went home,they keep on said "Happy New Year" to each others...lolz...really DAMN CRAZY!!!...hahahaha..hmm..let me think...how I gonna spend my time in one week of holidays...lolz..hahahahaha..COOL~Bt also feel pity to the person who get H1N1...so you rest well ar,don't spread it to another person..LOLX..>_< and rest well=))....

2009-07-27T15:15:00.005+08:00

hahaha..finally back from school...hmm..today our account teacher was not attend to our class...wuhoo~all of us were so so so happy...lolz...so we all chit chatting around in 2 period....=))...btw,when we having sejarah class today,somthing happen...2 of my classmates felt bored in sej period,so both of them wrote something in a piece of notes...suddenly,sej teacher walked towards them n staring to them...wow~then teacher asked them to give her the paper...but they don't dare to give it to teacher...you know why..hiek hiek hiek...it was because inside of the paper were wrote about "I love u n you love me"...LOLZ...however,teacher was mad and grabbed off the paper...And looked into it...MUAHAHAHAHAHA....we keep on laughing because we knew that something gonna be happen...^^ (we are totally bad)..since we all also don't like the gal of our classmate much,so we were waiting what will teacher do with her...After finished watching the notes..teacher told to both of them that lunch time teacher want to see them...so after sej period,and is also our lunch time..so both of them were standing infront of us n teacher keep on scolding them...it's just seem like we were eating while watching them scolded by teacher....lolz...And and...my classmate used her best trick....CRY infront of teacher...so that teacher will let them go early..
hahahaha...wah,such a nice "movie"...lolz...>_<

btw,after school,my mum went to "Kim Joo" bought something..In that moment,my sis and I tried to search for Levin's shop...hahahaha..But...*sighs....his shop was closed...haha...After that,we just went home...lolx..~=))